Failed

With one more mark, i can pass my sem 1 theory exam... 7 marks more i can pass in the FOP, which means i failed in both of the exam. even a pass in my practical cannot compensate the results now...

ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am kinda sure many peoples passed the exam. why only 1 mark? i feel so frustrated about the one mark. this is the second times already. always is the one mark which made me fail.

so have to resit for these two paper... give me a pass in either one i will feel grateful now so that i don't have to resit the both. why everyone can pass but i can't?

can God fullfil my this little wish? i will be very thankful...

Sorry

Sorry mummy...
i promise next time i won't come back so late again. i will be back before 12 o'clock...

promise~

today i said something wrong during the gathering. my friend suddenly ask me whether i am still available. i told him i am not available. zZZZzzzzzZ. actually i want to tell him that i am still single and available one, but dunno why i answered him like that. maybe is because he ask me too suddenly already.

hope it won't create any misunderstanding la. i want to clarify to him but when i think twice, whatever la, just forget it. maybe it is better for people to think that i am in a relationship now. hmmm dunno la...like this later no people court me le.

huh...

To mum

i am not a good daughter to you, i know u think like that as well. because i always not listen to what you said and seldom help you in doing the house chore.but i really hope that u know how much i love you. I LOVE YOU MUM.

i know you don't like me spend a lot of money sometimes. i promise i will try to control a bit next time.

i want to apologise to you for what i did or said last time which hurted you a lot. but i don't dare to do it face to face with you. SORRY MUM, PLEASE FORGIVE ANY WRONG THINGS I'VE DONE BEFORE.



from,
your daughter,
ELAINE

This is not what i want!!!

Just now went to cut my hair in a very cheap saloon. And now i feel so upset with it because this is not the hairstyle that i wish for. My hair looks like an idiot now... too short, and somemore don't have the shape.

Why i just can't bear with the long hair? I am so regret now. I already bought the straightener for the long hair last time and now i go and cut it.

I am such a dumb ass hole!

Everytime i look at the mirror i feel like want to F*** the hairstylist.

I swear no more next time. I will never go into cheap saloon anymore!!!

p/s: my hair please grow faster. I don't want to look like an idiot for any longer...please...