To mum

i am not a good daughter to you, i know u think like that as well. because i always not listen to what you said and seldom help you in doing the house chore.but i really hope that u know how much i love you. I LOVE YOU MUM.

i know you don't like me spend a lot of money sometimes. i promise i will try to control a bit next time.

i want to apologise to you for what i did or said last time which hurted you a lot. but i don't dare to do it face to face with you. SORRY MUM, PLEASE FORGIVE ANY WRONG THINGS I'VE DONE BEFORE.



from,
your daughter,
ELAINE

This is not what i want!!!

Just now went to cut my hair in a very cheap saloon. And now i feel so upset with it because this is not the hairstyle that i wish for. My hair looks like an idiot now... too short, and somemore don't have the shape.

Why i just can't bear with the long hair? I am so regret now. I already bought the straightener for the long hair last time and now i go and cut it.

I am such a dumb ass hole!

Everytime i look at the mirror i feel like want to F*** the hairstylist.

I swear no more next time. I will never go into cheap saloon anymore!!!

p/s: my hair please grow faster. I don't want to look like an idiot for any longer...please...