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我又花钱了
可是花自己赚的钱
很有满足感
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警察封路
被逼搭lrt回家
在lrt里看到那些勇士们
听他们的对话
当时真的真的有股冲动
不要回家了
直接和他们到 pasar seni 算了
最后还是没有这么做
很遗憾
很后悔
我觉得我是应该去的

Last week of CP4

this week i am going to peadiatric wards
dealing with all the kids and infants was fun
they look cute even when they are crying
the physio let me do suction on the second day
well it was not so successful
i did for 4 babies and 2 of them were having some bleeding in the end
hmm next time must try harder
and i seriously need to open my mouth and talk MORE

after seeing those babies
i know i m lucky
at least i am a healthy person
most of them need to undergo surgery due to heart failure
they are so young and yet they are fighting hard to live
but some silly peoples out there
just simply want to commit suicide because of some small matters

back to single life again should i say?
haha
things are so so complicated
but definitely is more time for myself nowadays
and more time to spend with my friends

2 more days to go~
i think i will miss the place and the peoples here.

Blue Sand

blue sand, also known as blue tears
it's a beach in Maldives

the blue tears is microorganisams from underwater. when these microorganisms are being washed away by the waves, they can only live for not more than 100 seconds after leaving the seawater.

when the blue tear gradually loses its energy, the radiance will dissappear and thereby its life also ends there.

short time but romantic. 

Depressing

Gotta stay in Mahsa hostel alone for another 2 weeks
i will be having depression everyday
down down down
wish my clinical placement ends faster
practical exam ends faster
then i can start my part time job again
he doesn't allow me to work
but i really need to earn some extra money
for paying back the ptptn loan, getting myself some stuff i like and travelling around
everything needs money

any good news recently?
well yeah...
finally i cleared my debt with JPA
8000++
not a small amount
i managed to pay back with a little help from my dad


3 weeks already~
haiz..really don't know can maintain how long
anyway i am trying to be positive
=)