trust

day by day, the feeling of unhappy is growing in this relationship.
after together for almost 6 months, and now everything has changed.
i started to confuse why am i still holding on to this relationship.
he no more the person i know.
the reason that make me fall for love is gone.
everything CHANGED

if no trust, better don't start a relationship.
if someone break the trust, better discontinue it as you will find it is so so hard to trust the person back.
if one of the parties doesn't want to talk about the issues, doesn't want to discuss a way to fix the problem together, will you still think it's worth for you to waste your time on this person anymore?

Can't find my goal yet

I am a person who don't like to do sharing. yesterday was another breakthrough because I did sharing in front of 30 plus people again. so so long never do sharing. actually I am in dilemma again now. I don't know whether I should start it at this moment as I am in my final semester now. I really can't fail at this level. kinda sad today because first day of class after posting for six weeks and I was late. but I still went into the class and fortunately lecturer didn't scold anything. also I am not really sure is this suitable for me? what about my air stewardess dream ? what about my dream working overseas with my gang of friends after graduate? how I wish I have many many lifes...

Meaningless

what is the point of apologize every time only after you did something irritated
if really feel sorry you should think of the consequences before you do something
too many times of sorry will only make me feel that you never really care for my feeling 
 
很多时候不是你的一句sorry就可以当作什么事都没发生过
#snowflakes

Trust

不要考验我对你的信任
不追根究底
是让你有台阶下
不是因为我不在意

Insecurity

i hate dealing with this kind of feeling
when i cannot bear it anymore
it will be the time to say bye bye ...

random

sometimes really fed up when people answer with "anything will do...no idea...don't know o~"
come on...you are old enough to make your own decision
don't always just follow the crowd
yes means yes no means no
is it that hard?
people can't help you to decide all the time
if everyone also giving these kind of answers, there will be no conclusion in the end
if you don't like it or not okay with the decision
just speak it out
but not using another person as excuse

 
 

Thoughts

"don't treat the symptom
don't treat the condition
treat the patient"
how many healthcare practitioner can actually do this?

get to know the dark side of the students from my uni
heard a lot of interesting story from a friend yesterday
after listen to her feel that i am a really good girl and good student all this while
although sometimes i am very lazy to study, and i like to play, even skip classes to do part time, start my assignment last minute, flirt sometimes......

love is as fragile as human life 
today you see the couple is like really sweet
tomorrow you are surprise with the news that they just break up
and the next day you may see the guy/girl is coupled with another one again

easy come, easy go



 

Random night

Every time  when I feel like wanna blog something, my lappy is always not with me... Hmm don't think blog with handphone is a brilliant idea. it's so much difficult compare to laptop. ***fingers too big 

...alright guess I should blog again next time when the mood comes again.sleeping time!!! Tomorrow gotta wake up really early again. That's the only choice because wanna stay home for longer time. 

Today dad ask me again whether I have enough money to spend, felt so blessed.