婆婆

今天心情沉沉的，早上梦见了婆婆，想起小时候不懂事对她的不好。

我不知道婆婆是位怎样的人，妈妈口中的婆婆就是厉害+刻薄。小时候的我是婆婆一手带大的，记忆中的她对我的任性调皮是极有耐心与疼爱，我却不懂得珍惜。

如今的我懂事了，婆婆却已经不在世了。。。

想见也只能在梦里，对我付出的爱该如何报答

今天的心情空空滴, 也许是因为一整天都在家里无事可做.

今天又再次申请suntherland的customer service. 感觉很茅盾因为它有midnight shift.

两个星期没回家了, 是时候回去看看爸妈了.

无业游民

I have been jobless for a month. Even though I have some freelance part-time job in the meantime while looking for full time job but still, I was wondering whether I made the wrong decision by tendered resignation letter before I get a new job? Sometimes I just wish I can be working freelance for the whole life but this is impossible. Perhaps I should start taking some short courses like business administration or computer course. Should I? 

Elaine don't be so choosy ok? You can't have everything as you wish. When you demand for higher salary, of course you have to sacrifice something.

Grandpa grandma, I really miss you so much, come into my dream please. Sorry for not going to visit you two again this year. My bad. You will always be remembered in my heart.

Love.