钱其实没有很重要

身边有个朋友
常说要赚很多的钱
努力打拼两三年
然后买车买家来孝顺父母

只是
他们有这么多的时间吗？
也许三年不长
可是明天会发生什么事有谁知？
我会觉得现在比未来更重要


其实
父母要的不是你每个月给他们很多很多的家用
他们要的比我们想得简单
他们只想孩子多点回家
多点抽时间陪他们
我的父母是这样
应该都一样的吧

有时
真的不应该把钱看得那么重
钱是很重要
可是
我觉得活着更重要
（最近身边很多人车祸就酱去世了）

等你赚到了很多的钱
可是父母却不在了
才来后悔
来得及吗？ 

我想通了
希望不会太迟

Jonas Brothers live in Malaysia

uhm... well i m actually not a huge fan of them
but they are really rock on that night

 

the opening
many were late because its a rainy day

 

 

these are the only pic i have as i am on duty that time
overall it is a nice experience working as crew for concert
 
by the way
i never thought that one of them is actually younger than me
zzzzz ~:/ 

Updatessss

giving my blog a new skin today~

ohhhh myyyyyy...
it's October already
gonna be a really busy month 
will be keep busy till end of the year
assignment submission~
community service~
Jonas Brother concert~ still excited even though i m just go there for working purpose
daddy birthday~ * m thinking to give him a surprise XD*
uncle and aunty are coming back from New York~
preparation for clinical placement~ *battlefield*

i can foresee a great weekend is coming
k-ing session and community service
ouchh..not to forget to start my assignment as well while enjoying

 



 
 

CPR

due to the sudden changes in the class schedule
i missed the chance to act as extra in a commercial today
hmph...but never mind lo
sooner o later will have the chance again~

today class is about the basic life support
actually i am quite interested with this topic
when i was still in primary school i think of becoming a life guard 
hahaha...
that time was so addicted to a english drama series called Baywatch  

learned a new way of counting CPR instead of 1, 2,3...

" Row, row, row your boat, Gently down the stream.
     Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily,Life is but a dream. "
by the time you finish the song, you already completed 30 times of compression.

N

三个月后第一次在校园相遇

当你走过来和我说话时

心跳顿时加速

像跳快了 一拍

都快忘了这种感觉

想起以前

我们曾经也很甜蜜过

 

Quit or ?

I wanna buy a lot a lot of stuffs

give my parents a lot a lot of money

to cover back the money i took from my account before my dad notice about it 

and not to forget save money for bangkok trip next year

i want spend as much as i like over there 

thus

i gotta earn a lot a lot of money

fortunately recently the freelance jobs are coming non stop

ohhhhh really can't wait for the salary out

college over deducted my ptptn loan

really hope they can refund back as soon as possible

then i can use that amount of money to buy a new iphone perhaps

the samsung galaxy i bought previously get stolen by my housemates

that gay couple are really bastard 

i really don't think i can concentrate on so many things at the same time

freelance jobs, study, family, Qnet, friends

didn't even touch my books at all since entering year 3

if something is really good, for our future, but you don't like doing it at all, will you still continue doing it? don't know for how many times i think of quit doing it since the day i started it.

i know it is good, but i really don't like doing it.

if you ask me, i rather choose to work freelance. i don't know why after hanging out with them for so long, my mindset still like that. no idea i can hold on for how long in this business.

 

好期待我有一天也能披上这件毕业礼服
如果有那一天
我一定要邀请爸妈出席
然后和他们合照

两年
咬咬牙就能熬过去的

need more courage and support
i don't want to give up halfway
but...
i am all alone after all
:'(

if you suceed in cheating someone,
don't think that the person is a fool.

Realize that the person trusted you much more than you deserved

野心

人的野心
可以大到把一切吞没

 我很介意
 所以什么都不想懂
 知道了我会想哭

 他们都不坏
 而是我在乎
 要怎样才可以什么都不在乎?

失去了曾经的拥有
在你离开以后
带走了笑容
只留下寂寞
忘了幸福是什么

没有你的夜特别的漆黑
只能闭上双眼去感觉
没有我的夜
谁在你身边
代替了那个从前

能不能让我再一次拥有
曾属于我的温柔

My Part Time Job

working as a freelancer is very interesting actually
i don't need to be committed to any specific company
furthermore i can try a lot of different jobs
and the most fun part is i don't have to stick in the same place for a long period and i can choose whenever i want to work

the first job i get in this long semester break is the redcard roving team
i work with another 3 girls and 6 guys
world is so small
surprisingly one of the guys is my badoo friend and he can recognise me!!!
this is the best job ever
we actually always hanging around instead of working

after the roving team
the agent offered me to work for Astro roadshow
unfortunately this time they don't provide the transportation
some more the location will be changed weekly
i really love working with this event company
but too bad they don't have any other project on hand

so.......
i send my profile to another event company
and i get the chance to work for Dove chocolate roadshow
we need to put on heavy makeup during the roadshow



my buddy aka roommate wake up early in the morning help me to do the makeup thingy
XD
thank you la Lim Yen San

after the roadshow
the agent asked me to work for Marie France roadshow
this is the most high pay job i get so far

their booth in KLCC

but i worked for one day and run away
the makeup and 3 inches heels are killing me
i really salute them who can wear it for the whole day

that's all about this 3 weeks
should have earn back the money i spent on the new phone hahaha
i am looking forward what is the next job i will get
will be going for an interview next Wednesday
hopefully is something new and not a boring job
roving team without supervision sounds not bad :)))) 
or maybe i should give myself a one week break
just staying home watch tv, eat, sleep, play

i have downloaded the Bible apps
one day at least one verse
hope i can accomplish it

Samsung Galaxy S Advanced
我又花钱了
可是花自己赚的钱
很有满足感
:)


428
警察封路
被逼搭lrt回家
在lrt里看到那些勇士们
听他们的对话
当时真的真的有股冲动
不要回家了
直接和他们到 pasar seni 算了
最后还是没有这么做
很遗憾
很后悔
我觉得我是应该去的

Last week of CP4

this week i am going to peadiatric wards
dealing with all the kids and infants was fun
they look cute even when they are crying
the physio let me do suction on the second day
well it was not so successful
i did for 4 babies and 2 of them were having some bleeding in the end
hmm next time must try harder
and i seriously need to open my mouth and talk MORE

after seeing those babies
i know i m lucky
at least i am a healthy person
most of them need to undergo surgery due to heart failure
they are so young and yet they are fighting hard to live
but some silly peoples out there
just simply want to commit suicide because of some small matters

back to single life again should i say?
haha
things are so so complicated
but definitely is more time for myself nowadays
and more time to spend with my friends

2 more days to go~
i think i will miss the place and the peoples here.

Blue Sand

blue sand, also known as blue tears
it's a beach in Maldives

the blue tears is microorganisams from underwater. when these microorganisms are being washed away by the waves, they can only live for not more than 100 seconds after leaving the seawater.

when the blue tear gradually loses its energy, the radiance will dissappear and thereby its life also ends there.

short time but romantic. 

Depressing

Gotta stay in Mahsa hostel alone for another 2 weeks
i will be having depression everyday
down down down
wish my clinical placement ends faster
practical exam ends faster
then i can start my part time job again
he doesn't allow me to work
but i really need to earn some extra money
for paying back the ptptn loan, getting myself some stuff i like and travelling around
everything needs money

any good news recently?
well yeah...
finally i cleared my debt with JPA
8000++
not a small amount
i managed to pay back with a little help from my dad


3 weeks already~
haiz..really don't know can maintain how long
anyway i am trying to be positive
=)

Somehow
i felt jealous of her
i felt insecure
i m afraid he still not yet let go of her
maybe i m just not good enough for him
i try not to compare myself with her
this relationship is so uncertain
i felt that i may just lose him anytime
hmm just let it be~

I am waiting for your message
but
in the end
when the phone rang
he is the one who message me
and my heart sank
i feel bad for the others sometimes
when i realised that i am just using them
to release my anger
to kill the feelling of loneliness
treating the others hot and cold
its something like revenge back
to your ignorance
but i can't help

男女之间会有纯友谊吗?

i am not desperate. i just share those songs and quotes i like out. if i am desperate, i will simply pick one and be my boyfriend.just like what you did last time.

sometimes, i doubted.
our love can last for how long?

Arghh

想到海边
呐喊~
最近很压力
做工+mock exam+assignment
还有posting都还没找到地方住

很想很想存一笔钱
然后到处去走走玩玩

其实我很多地方想去
很多事情想尝试的

愿望都会实现吗？

我
会幸福吗？

真的真的要读书了
我不能再drop了
这才是最重要的
其他事都放一边先吧

一定要加油!!!

i m still loving you-shiga lim

when i close my eyes i think of you
and the time we've had been through
even though were far apart right now
i remember back when you were here with me
how you've made my world complete
but now i'm left alone
we talked about love and hope
wishing we could start a life our own
i wish i could live without you

why did you tear my heart apart
you said you'll love me from the start
all those painful things you've put me through
but i'm still loving you
i've try to give my best to you
i don't deserve the things you do
everything has gone to memories
i just wish i knew the truth
behind the lies

this song make me think of you again.
even its been 4 years, i still wish to know the truth...
behind the lies.
w.l