Quit or ?

I wanna buy a lot a lot of stuffs

give my parents a lot a lot of money

to cover back the money i took from my account before my dad notice about it 

and not to forget save money for bangkok trip next year

i want spend as much as i like over there 

thus

i gotta earn a lot a lot of money

fortunately recently the freelance jobs are coming non stop

ohhhhh really can't wait for the salary out

college over deducted my ptptn loan

really hope they can refund back as soon as possible

then i can use that amount of money to buy a new iphone perhaps

the samsung galaxy i bought previously get stolen by my housemates

that gay couple are really bastard 

i really don't think i can concentrate on so many things at the same time

freelance jobs, study, family, Qnet, friends

didn't even touch my books at all since entering year 3

if something is really good, for our future, but you don't like doing it at all, will you still continue doing it? don't know for how many times i think of quit doing it since the day i started it.

i know it is good, but i really don't like doing it.

if you ask me, i rather choose to work freelance. i don't know why after hanging out with them for so long, my mindset still like that. no idea i can hold on for how long in this business.